I'm an alien

And I tell myself to keep holding on.

11:01 AM HATI INI TERLALU GUNDAH

These days,it had really been a tormenting ride on the roller coaster.
Things come,pass by,and go.
Just like that.
And furthermore, when I looked into the papers today.
It just had to,just there and then.
I don't know how,I don't know why
Even though it's been gone long ago, but it still exists in me.

I'm on her Dil's tablet.
I shall blog laterr.

edit/
I realised it a LONG time ago
I'm very sorry.
Aww,man
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE
I REALLY DO.
I'm so,not in the mood.


And ustaz,thank you for always being there
REALLY, thank you so much
Because, somehow or rather,
You're the only person I could turn to
When things fall apart
I myself dont know whyI'm so transparent with you
From a public's point of view:
You are a religious figure, I shouldn't tell all these things
But,you
You're so different.
May Alah bless you always.
AMIN.

edit/
And for being such a nice person,yes,God bless.
I never thought I would be THIS honest to ustaz.
Well, let's put it this way:
I never thought I would tell him my
personal stuff
Relationships etc.
I mean WHOAH! He's a religious figure
And he's my teacher
So after talking to him, I felt quite relieved
At least I know, he gives GOOD instructions
La taghdab.
Yes,I remember that and forever will be.
So we were discussing about me,yes,me.
And how things are blahblahblah.
And how honest I should be with him.
And how much trust I have in him:/
AND HE THINKS I DONT TRUST HIM OKAYY
But that's not the thing lar
It's just that,I don't want you to get shocked
Because if you happen to read this blog,
READ: blog,not this post.he already read this post cos I copy+paste
Then you will have a HEART ATTACK
Because I'm not that person who smiles all the while in class
The person who always manages to answer you.
The person whom you thought I was.
I just,dont want you to get involved.
Knowing that you're there to turn to is GREAT already
And btw, you future wife very pretty horrr:D

I SHALL DIG SOME TIME THIS WEEKENDS TO BLOG
I feel so deprived okayyyyyyyyyy
WAH LAU.
And now,I'm high because I ___________.
OF COURSE, who wouldn't?